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Letter to Peep (Prod. Despair & Shiro) - BEXEY
I miss you so much Mr Ann
I just want to go and join you man
It's so ******* lonely down here
Everything feels so different
I'ma see you soon bro
I promise
I'm make you so proud man
I love you so much
Aye Peep
Everyone you warned me about
Now claiming they miss you
Held your cold face said good bye
Hugged you then kissed you
Hopped up off that tour bus
Stumbling in pieces
Hope you finally at peace now
That you no longer breathing
When you was laughing the hardest
Still felt your pain
That deep desperation gaze
Cry baby face
You had a thousand plays
Way back in the day
When you had them millions
You still exactly the same
Both ****** up living rough had nothing
Edited your first video
You sent my PayPal money
Didn't even want it but it stopped
My sister being hungry
We was so connected living
In completely different countries
Flew out to LA Uber to your place
Never seen so many strangers
Crowded in a tiny place
Everyone offering drugs taking pictures of your face
No one offering love or wondering 'bout your day
Both heartbroken introverted so lonely
You was the only one of
The few to ever really know me
Gus what's it like up there man
I wanna join ya
Struggling to keep it moving
Tangled in paranoia
Everyone that wasn't loyal to ya
Woulda killed 'em for ya
You had the same mentality
'Cause family important
Gus I'm tryna fight my fears
Our childhood was poison
I got demons I been running from
Never stood up and fought 'em
'Bout to take a flight back to London
Yeah in a few days
Where we lived together
I don't wanna see that place
All that bizare furniture you purchased
So awkwardly placed
You'd take a step back
And stare at it until it looked okay
I held your face took a step back
Nothing looked okay brother
You was shining bright
Now you've turned into this grey color
Holding back the tears everytime
I hear your name come up
I don't wanna say nothing
They don't know this pain's cutting
Tryna stay strong for loners like us
Made a video of you sleeping on the back of that bus
Made a joke said that
Gus is working out finally
Put the camera on you to see
That you was falling asleep
Everyday of that tour
Like you usually do
Head back mouth open yep the usual
I saw you like this everyday
On the entire tour
I didn't know that you was dead man
As if I would've recorded