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Smile To Keep From Crying (Explicit) - Boosie Badazz
From the heart Boosie Badazz
I cry and I sit by the fan
Sometimes I smile to keep from crying crying
They don't know what we go through
You might think I'm happy all the time
'Cause you see smiles on my face
And my followers over 500K
But I been going through some problems today
Hoping for better like big momma would say
But haters come for me magazines
They run and they lie
About the things that I say
It's hard to keep a peace
And smile even with ******* I date
Why do you hate and come for me
You want my problems ho
He raised wrong damn woman
Won't be my momma ho
I hope for change
I'm trying though
Just lost my thug
Ripped him apart yeah they sprayed my man
I cry and I sit by the fan
Somebody gon' die today man
I'm looking for unity unity
I'm tryna make a better way for you and me
But people ain't true to me
And honestly
I feel like they're using me
They don't know what we go through bruh
Sometimes I smile to keep from crying crying
Sometimes I leave to keep from lying or spazzing
You want to be me you couldn't imagine
Tryna smile to keep from crying
Sometimes I need me a friend a friend
I have no one to call
I need me somebody who listens who listens
Maybe I need me a dog
I wake up I look in the mirror the mirror
I put on my clothes and I leave
If my life is beautiful please
Tell me why I need the trees
I'm going through
This world is so cold it's crazy it's crazy
These cops are killers they racist they racist
If he was alive he'll be saying saying
Officer why didn't you tase me
I'm on parole one feet up in jail
One feet out the door
Lost three aunties in just one year
This ain't the rain this is the snow
Lord know
Thought she was real mama was right
Guess she a ho like that
'Cause I went to the pen
She ain't even write back
No love for a nigga
Play a nigga like that
The cameras they flash at the club
The haters they see me and mug
They hate 'cause I blew what the ****
I feel like I'm India love
They don't know what we go through bruh
Sometimes I smile to keep from crying crying
Sometimes I leave to keep from lying or spazzing
You want to be me you couldn't imagine
Tryna smile to keep from crying
I cry I sit by the fan
I miss my granny and daddy
Want to be me you couldn't imagine
Tryna smile to keep from crying
I cry I sit by the fan