文本歌词

Truth Hurts (feat. Nate Traveller & Sylvan Lacue) - Bizzy Crook
Suicidal thoughts in my apartment
This thing called love could be exhausting
I found too much comfort in darkness
I'm talking from the heart but your heartless so
I'm sipping trying to get my mind off this
To find myself in the p***y that I got lost in
Disagreeing with both sides of my conscious like
Do I want this Naw f**k it I'm off this
So I hit the hotel bar and get a glass of whisky
As I'm venting to the stranger sitting next to me
The good things I messed up starting to mess with me
The s**t I got away with starting to get to me
I'm on some kurt co s**t
Me being perfect that's a lie I gotta keep up with
My girl thinks that I'm an angel
My demons no strangers
She admires the girl that I sneak out with
In my music I talk about other women and
Affairs I be having like she ain't listening
I say it's just words when she asks about it
She believes my lies and we laugh about it
D**n I'm hurting in myself
The love you deserve I'm searching for in myself
How could I give it to you
Ipf I ain't got it for me
Girl this isn't just a verse I'm crying out for help
But I tell her these are only words
As I'm riding through the city with a friend of hers
Trying to find better words
I don't know how to tell her 'cause the truth hurts
Before I jump I leave these words behind
I been way too hard on myself
I can lie try to say I'm fine
But I'm tired and I need truth
I'm coming home I'm coming home
Would you please leave the door unlocked
So I can wake up by your side
One last time before I jump
I told one of my best friends that
I'ma kill him for f**king up my money
Was I wrong for it
Or maybe my friends ain't really friends
And they just know where I'm going
So they string along for it
D**n I'm tired of ringing alarms
I'm tired of hearing disses from people
I help put on
How quickly they forget really f**ks with my heart
That s**t just really tears me apart
Betrayal is something I don't forgive
Yet I let them back in for them to backstab me again
And if I die before I turn this album in
All I ask is give my kid publishing
Look I'm just trying to find what I lost
Suicide bomber trying to die for a cost
Nothing lasts forever it's hard to ignore
I love her but I can't stay around 'till divorce
'Cause when the truth comes out
I don't wanna see you move out
'Cause when the loves all gone
And the pressure is on
And the voodoos gone wrong what do you now
Look I'm the modern day Van Gogh
I made a pregnant woman cry all it sorrow
Looking in the sky now all I see is crows
My self portrait is in the music I wrote
2 years since me and my best friend spoke
I called him yesterday I
Heard nothing back though
I'm not saying that I'm not an asshole
It's hard for me to let the past go
I'm hanging on a tight rope
Caroline is gone I'm sill suicidal
Which goes to show wasn't her it was me
Before I Jump I need y'all to see
Before I jump I leave these words behind
I been way too hard on myself
I can lie try to say I'm fine
But I'm tired and I need truth
I'm coming home I'm coming home
Would you please leave the door unlocked
So I can wake up by your side
One last time before I jump
Way too many blunts 'cause I choke
Remember back when I didn't smoke
Hmm remember back when I didn't cope
I'm wrong but I still defend the hoax
I got it like I'm wearing poppas baseball
Glove holding my s**t in
All's well don't always end well practice forgiving
We wasn't perfect I wanna let you in
But do we deserve it
Intentions got blurry
Desire us plus the perks of our love and it irks me
Betting off potential obsessed with our worries
We're falling apart but f**k we're worthy
Copped a place and got engaged
What was we in a hurry for man
Show me some mercy
I done came a long way from Iced teas and McFlurrys
From home cooked meals and phone booked bills and maturity
Drove our bonds to obscurity
I was selfish with my actions now I can't take it back
Thoughts of my unborn been searching for some
Answers to mourn
And turn the scary pain of love into laughter
For now I bare you farewell and save
That ending for another chapter